Sunday School Notes: Romans 9:6-13

6 But [it is] not such that the word of God has failed. For not all those from Israel are Israel. 7 And nor [is it] that all children are the seed of Abraham, but “in Isaac will your seed be called.” 8 That is, these children of God are not the children of the flesh but the children of the promise are considered unto seed. 9 For this is the word of the promise: “At this time I will come and a son will be to Sarah.” 10 And not only [that], but also Rebekah, when she conceived children from one man, Isaac our father. 11 For while they were not yet born, nor done anything good or bad, in order that the purpose of God according to election may remain,  12 not from works but from the one calling, it was said to her, “the greater shall serve the lesser,” 13 just as it has been written, “Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated.”

We continued with Paul’s explanation of why it is that even though salvation is not based upon works or ethnicity, God didn’t make a mistake with Israel, nor was the Old Testament a detour from God’s plans. Indeed, through Israel God provided promises, blessings, and even the Messiah. And through selection of a particular people, God established a pattern of election that continues even into the New Testament era–not just of a nation, but of individuals.

Has God done away with Israel because the Jews did not all embrace Jesus as their Messiah? Or has God’s word that promised blessings upon Israel failed because they have not come to recognize the plan of salvation in Christ? Paul answers no, because salvation is not according to ethnicity, hence not all those who are within Israel are truly Israel–i.e., are truly of God’s chosen people. We made a similar distinction between those who are part of the “church”–i.e., those who regularly attend services, who may even be members, but may not be saved–and those who are part of the “Church”–i.e., the elect of God. The Church will always be a subset of the church, just as true Israel was a subset of Israel.

Not all of Abraham’s children are of the chosen line. Abraham had a son by Hagar, Ishmael, whom God blessed; but he wasn’t the chosen seed, the one through whom God’s chosen people would be established. Abraham also had children by Keturah, but these were not of the chosen line. The promise was to Isaac and his line. This establishes the fact that it was the promise that mattered, not parentage. God chose Isaac, even though Abraham had another son by Sarah’s maid. Isaac and Ishmael were half-brothers, but God chose Isaac.

While this is a compelling example of God choosing one son over another from the same father, Paul goes further to establish his case: Isaac and Rebekah, and their twin sons, Jacob and Esau. They were born of the same parents, and so one might think they have an equal share in the promise. But God chose Jacob over Esau. Why? So that His purposes in election might be fulfilled. Neither had done anything that would bring merit or demerit in God’s sight. The word “bad” is the Greek adjective phaulos, which is very broad–it can denote minor transgressions as much as acts of wickedness. The point is that neither the character of the children nor their bloodline are the deciding factors here: it is God’s choice that determines who receives the blessing of His promised salvation.

We took a little time to discuss election, in particular with regard to loved ones. Is it, perhaps, a blessing to us that we don’t know who the elect are? What would we do if God gave us a list of the elect, and our children’s, or parents’, or siblings’, or spouse’s names were not on it? It seems God shielded Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob from the full extent of his plan. Ishmael and Esau were both blessed, but not in the same way. With Jacob and Esau, God revealed that “the greater will serve the lesser,” so they may have known that Esau would serve Jacob (“greater and lesser” here meaning “older and younger,” and Esau was born ahead of Jacob), but beyond that, how much might they have understood? It may have been for the better that the full extent of God’s plan of salvation was veiled to them.

Verse 13 is, perhaps, a troubling verse to some. What does God mean by “Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated”? There are two questions in particular we need to deal with: are we talking about individuals or nations, and did God really hate Esau–and what does that mean if He did?

The first question brings up a common objection to the Reformed understanding of Romans 9:13, and a popular understanding of the concept of election in this chapter. Malachi 1:2-3, which Paul is quoting here, is clearly speaking of Jacob and Esau as representatives of their respective nations. Jacob’s nickname, Israel, was given to the people he founded, and Esau was the father of the Edomites. So, the argument goes, Paul is not saying that God chose individuals, but that He chose nations. God favored Israel over Edom, and hence all those that belong to Israel are elect, while those that are not of Israel (e.g., Edom) are not elect. By extension, God has elected the church, but it is up to individuals to choose whether or not they will belong to the church. God does not choose individuals–each person makes their own choice, and whoever ends up part of the church are the ones God elects.

This argument sounds good, but it runs into serious problems when we try to fit it with the rest of the discussion in Romans 9. For a start, just because Paul is quoting (or summing up) Malachi 1:2-3, that doesn’t mean he is importing the same context. Sometimes when he quotes the Old Testament, Paul does intend us to understand the original context, but I think it’s clear from the rest of his argument (as we shall see) that Paul is using the words of Malachi 1:2-3 to make a point that was possibly not front and center in Malachi’s mind. We have already seen in verse 6 that not all Israel are Israel, but if God elected Israel to salvation over Edom, then all Israel would be Israel. In other words, Romans 9:6 is clearly talking about individuals from the nation of Israel being a part of true Israel, whereas other individuals are not. Further, Paul is talking about how it is not whether or not you are part of Israel that saves you, but whether or not God has chosen you to be a recipient of the promise. That’s why God has not forgotten Israel–He is still saving people from that nation. If this passage is to make sense in the context of Romans 8, and Romans 9:1-12, Romans 9:13 must be referring to individuals, not nations.

We didn’t really get into what it means for God to “love” Jacob and “hate” Esau. I will offer a couple of thoughts here, and perhaps we will take it up next week, or if you want to discuss it in the comments, feel free! First, there is a sense in which the terms are hyperbole, or overstatement to make a point. God clearly favored Jacob over Esau, and set His special love upon certain people He intended to save. Just as we don’t love all people equally (my love for my friends is different from my love for my kids, which is different from my love for my wife, for example), neither does God. He has a special love for those He has chosen to save which is different from His love for the rest of the world. John’s Gospel often refers to a particular disciple as “the disciple Jesus loved” or “the Beloved Disciple”–this doesn’t mean Jesus didn’t love the others, but this one disciple was singled out for special attention. Hence “loved and hated” here may simply be a dramatic way of saying God made a preference of one over the other.

Second, we must bear in mind that when God loves and hates, it is not the same as when we love and hate. Our ability to love and hate is tainted by sin. We are often motivated by prejudice, or injustice, or other factors that spring from our human frailty. God has no such limitations: He can love and hate with purity, justice, and without malice or any kind of evil intent. No-one can accuse God of being unfair.

Or can they? That certainly seems to be the accusation of verse 14–and that’s where we’ll pick up next week!

Book Review: INSURGENT (Spoiler-Free)

As I anticipated my trip to California last week, there were two things I did not look forward to: being away from my family, and being gone when INSURGENT arrived (I pre-ordered it). It was with eager anticipation that I started on it Friday evening, and continued reading for much of Saturday. Other responsibilities meant that I had to put the book down from time to time, but I kept going back to it. By the time I got to page four-hundred-and-something, I should have put the book down and gone to bed. But I couldn’t. One hundred pages away from the end, I had to keep reading. I had to know what happened. And it was so worth it!

As with my review of Elizabeth Norris’s excellent UNRAVELING, it’s hard writing a review of a book that has yet to come out or only just come out–there are lots of people who haven’t read it, and so I need to give you a sense of the book without giving away major plot points. And being the second in the series, I don’t want to assume you’ve read the first book and give too much away about that. It’s hard, but I’ll try!

DIVERGENT introduced us to Beatrice (Tris) Prior, and her dystopian Chicago where the society is divided up into five factions based on the natural strengths of the members of that society: Abnegation, Erudite, Candor, Amity, and Dauntless. At age 16, each person has the opportunity to choose their own faction–it can be the same as the one in which they were raised, or it can be a new faction. If they choose a new faction, they cut themselves off from their old faction and family forever. Tris and her brother Caleb make their choice and live with the consequences. Without going into too much detail, Tris finds herself in a nightmare situation at the end of the book, and she and a few others are on the run.

INSURGENT follows on from the events in DIVERGENT. Tris and her group try to cope with the new reality, and fight the forces that are trying to take over their world. But there’s more to their world than they were aware, and in the midst of the battle, Tris discovers things about her friends and herself she would never have thought. The book ends on a cliff-hanger… let’s just say it’s a game-changer… is that saying too much?

Veronica Roth has outdone herself with INSURGENT. I loved DIVERGENT and eagerly anticipated this book, but I never would have guessed it might be better than the first–but I think it is! The complexity of the characters, the level of action, danger, and story twists, as well as the much-needed breathers for romance and even some comedy, kept me coming back, and eventually turning pages long after I should have been in bed. There is violence, of necessity since our heroes are in a battle situation, but there’s no gratuitous blood-letting. Veronica does a good job of showing us how ugly–even horrific–things are, without glorying in it. Some might be uncomfortable with certain scenes, but I think they are necessary for us to understand what drives the characters to act as they do.

Once again, Veronica has shown that it is possible to write great, heart-pumping, high-octane action and excitement without the need for profanity and sex. Just as with DIVERGENT, there is romance, but it doesn’t go there. PG-13, maybe PG-15 for some of the violence, but that’s all.

The opening four lines are brilliant. If you started this book without having read DIVERGENT, those opening lines would hook you in. It’s not all action, but there is enough in each chapter to keep the story moving. The book may be over 500 pages long, but I compare it to reading HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS, where you end up so intrigued with what will happen next, you blow through pages without stopping to think what the word count might be. And the ending… oh, the ending! Book three can’t come soon enough.

Could book three be even better than this? It’s hard to imagine, but I’m no longer surprised by Ms. Roth and her ability to write great stories. Yes, it’s a YA novel, but don’t let that deter the non-YA reader. I can’t imagine anyone who likes dystopian, or who just enjoys a good action-filled novel, that won’t like this. The appeal of this series is much bigger than YA (which is true for a lot of YA books, but this series in particular). I can’t recommend it highly enough.

Sunday Devotional: Matthew 5:6

Blessed are those hungering and thirsting for righteousness, for these will be satisfied.

In the Beatitudes we’ve looked at so far, there seems to be a theme: the poor, mourners, humble, and now the hungry and thirsty. In all of these there’s a sense of the oppressed, the downtrodden–those who are without material means, who have lost friends and lost ones possibly to injustice, those who are put down and neglected, and those who crave justice (another possible translation of the Greek word dikaosunê). For each of these, Jesus gives them hope. For the hungry and thirsty, he promises satisfaction. God does indeed present himself as the one who provides bread and water in Psalm 104, and Jesus encourages us to pray for our “daily bread” in Matthew 6:11. We could certainly take these passages as metaphors of God’s provision for our needs–including judicial or moral satisfaction. But to what extent can we say God guarantees this? There are many who love the Lord who go hungry, or who suffer injustice–and maybe even go to their graves without seeing relief from these conditions.

If you recall from the Gospels, Jesus’s disciples–and many others–believed the Messiah would be a warrior-figure who would lead his people against the Romans, tear down the oppressors, and establish a new kingdom in their place, where the ancient theocracy would be re-established. You can certainly sense this behind the disciples’ rebuke of Jesus when he would speak of his forthcoming execution at the hands of the Jewish leaders (e.g., Matthew 16:21-23), or their question about the establishment of the kingdom to Israel (Acts 1:6). But we know that’s not the kind of Messiahship Jesus had in mind, nor was the kingdom he spoke of one of physical dominion. So, while it is true that God will establish His people, giving them relief from oppression, and the restoration of justice, God’s plan is much more long-term than we might think. There will come a time when His kingdom will be established, the wicked will be punished, and the oppressed and persecuted will be rewarded for their faithfulness. But it will be in a way that is much more spiritually satisfying.

For that reason, I think it is better to consider this Beatitude in terms of “righteousness” than “justice.” And it is ultimately that righteousness before God for which we should hunger and thirst. It is the deer in Psalm 42 that we should emulate, thirsting after God as the deer thirsts after water. When he was tempted, Jesus resisted the satanic urging to transform the rocks into bread that he might break his fast, reminding Satan that man survives on the Word of God, not bread. Physical needs are easily taken care of–the hungry and thirsty can be satisfied with bread and water. But if that spiritual longing for the righteousness of God to reign in one’s heart is not present, there’s nothing anyone can do to satisfy that craving. Only God can do that. So it is imperative we look to God, yearn for Him and His righteousness. And His promise is that He will not fail us.

Proverbs 8:15-17 reminds us that it is by God’s power that king and princes reign and decree justice–they are incapable of good judgement apart from God–and that God loves those who love Him, and those who seek after Him diligently will find Him. There is no justice outside of God, and to seek after God is to seek after the only One through whom true justice can reign. And even if we don’t see it in this life, we know He will bring it about in His timing, when He declares an end to all things. But more importantly, we should seek after God with diligence. His righteousness should be our consuming passion. And we know that when we do this, we will find Him, and we will be satisfied.

Have a great week!

Friday Fives: Five Memories from California

If you’re reading this on Friday, I am probably on a plane somewhere across the US, but I wanted to give you a quick Friday Fives with some immediate impressions of Southern California. Since this has been a business trip, food has factored a lot into things, but don’t take this list as exhaustive. There’s a lot more to Southern California than this list; these are just some impressions from a North Carolinian Brit:

  • Dana Point: Just beyond San Juan Capistrano, this little port town (established by an author, I hasten to add) contains a lot of yachts, some amazing houses sitting on the edge of cliffs overlooking the sea, and, of course, an incredible view of the Pacific Ocean. You can sit on rocks by the shore and watch the waves roar in. Simply breathtaking.
  • Avocados: Californians seem to like their avocados. So far, every vegetarian sandwich I’ve had comes with strips of fresh avocado.Thankfully, I like avocados!
  • Nick’s: THE restaurant to go to if you find yourself in Laguna Beach. It’s not the cheapest (except when you’re on the company dime, of course) but the service is friendly, and the food is by far the best I’ve had here. You must try their fried deviled eggs and, if you don’t mind alcoholic beverages, their honey blond ale. My stomach is still full…
  • Laguna Beach: I’m told this is truly an artist’s town. Just outside Irvine, it was essentially established by arists wanting a nice quiet community to live in. There are, apparently, strict ordinances that keep big retail chains and fast food places out (for the most part) so the vast majority of restaurants and stores are local mom-and-pop types. Power to them!
  • Ruby’s: The diner in Irvine where I had lunch on Thursday. It looks like an old 50s diner, and even the wait staff dress to that style. They have typical diner-type food, along with vegetarian and lo-carb options. Their veggie burger is good, but their milkshakes are to die for. They make them the old-fashioned way in a metal shaker, and serve them in a tall glass  along with the remaining milkshake in the shaker, and a spoon!

Thanks for putting up with the brief blogging and my absence from other’s blogs this week. Normal service will be resumed tomorrow… right after I finish INSURGENT…!

RTW: My YA Book Buddy

This week’s Road Trip Wednesday from the YA Highway ladies is asking: What IRL people can you talk to about YA?

I’m stealing a few moments out of my time here to respond, so unfortunately I have to be brief. My real-life YA buddy is my oldest daughter. She’s 18, an aspiring novelist, and currently has her sights set on going to college and working toward a degree in English. We often talk about writing, and YA books we’ve liked, heard about, and so on. It’s nice to have someone in close proximity to share books with, and also since she’s my daughter, it’s nice for me to be able to encourage her in her reading and writing.

Who’s your In-Real-Life YA friend? You can either reply in the comments, or respond on your blog and link to it in the YA Highway blog comments.

Top Ten Tuesday: Books to Film Wishlist

It’s Top Ten Tuesday time at The Broke and the Bookish. Here’s how Top Ten Tuesday works: Each week one of The Broke and the Bookish bloggers responds to a Top Ten list challenge, and invites others to join in by responding on their blogs. Each blogger can then add their name to the Linky widget on The Broke and the Bookish blog, and link back to The Broke and the Bookish site on their blog. This week’s topic is:

 

Top Ten Books You’d Like To See Made Into A Movie

  • DIVERGENT by Veronica Roth
  • THE WAR OF THE WORLDS by H.G. Wells. I know there are a couple of movie versions, but I’m not aware of one that’s faithful to the story, setting, and time of the original. That I would like to see.
  • LEVIATHAN by Scott Westerfeld. I would love to see the whole series put on the big screen, but the first book will do. I think it would be better as an animated movie, perhaps Pixar-style.
  • TORN by Erica O’Rourke. Again, the whole series would be great, but the first book will do.
  • UGLIES by Scott Westerfeld.
  • UNRAVELING by Elizabeth Norris
  • THE PERICLES COMMISSION by Gary Corby
  • THE EYRE AFFAIR by Jasper Fforde
  • THE NIGHT CIRCUS by Erin Morgenstern. I might have heard rumblings about this being turned into a movie. It’s possible that it’s been optioned, but that doesn’t mean it’s going to happen.
  • A STUDY IN SCARLET by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. I would have loved to have seen this made into a movie (even just a TV movie) starring Jeremy Brett as Holmes. just like the rest of the series of Holmes adaptations he did. Unfortunately, since Brett is no longer with us, this could never be. But it would have been great.

If any of these books have been made into a movie, or there are confirmed plans to make one of these into a movie, please let me know! Are there any books you would like to see made into a movie?

Sunday School Notes: Romans 9:1-5

1 I speak the truth in Christ, I am not lying–my conscience bears witness with me in the Holy Spirit–2 that there is great sorrow in me, and unceasing distress in my heart. 3 For I pray I myself may be accursed from Christ on behalf of my brethren, my kinsmen according to the flesh, 4 who are Israelites, whose is the adoption, and the glory, and the covenants, and the lawgiving, and the worship, and the promises, 5 whose are the fathers, and from whom is the Christ according to the flesh, the one who is over all things God blessed forever. Amen.

We began this week’s discussion with a reminder on the importance of letting Scripture speak, especially given some of the statements in this chapter which some find difficult. When dealing with hard passages of Scripture, we have three choices: we can accept them as true and deal with them, we can reject them (which then brings into question our view of the inspiration of Scripture), or we can try to make them say what we would prefer them to say, not what they actually say. To be fair to the Word of God, we really ought to pursue the first option, and that is our intention here.

Chapters 9-11 seem to break from the flow of the letter. Romans 8 concluded Paul’s teaching on justification by faith alone, sanctification with the abiding help of the Spirit, and the believers’ position as God’s adopted, beloved children and a beautiful statement of God’s love for us. From that, we might expect Paul to move on to some practical application–a discussion on how we should live given these truths. Rather he waits until chapter 12 for that, moving instead to a discussion of Israel and election.

We need to remember the overall context: Paul is writing to a divided church where there is squabbling between Jewish and non-Jewish Christians. It seems Paul is saying that, since we are all on the same level, and we are all saved by grace whether Jew or Gentile, all God’s work in the Old Testament among the descendants of Abraham is irrelevant, and there is no value at all in being Jewish. Paul started to respond to this back at the beginning of chapter 3, but now he appears to be making a much fuller response, perhaps because his statements in chapter 8 warrant dealing with the topic more thoroughly.

He starts with a very bold statement that challenges us. He expresses his deep sorrow and never-ending pain over his kinsmen. Paul is concerned that this expression is not perceived as false empathy, so he insists he is telling the truth, and further the indwelling Spirit of God–who knows his heart perhaps better than he does–testifies that what he’s saying is true. And what he says is quite remarkable: he would pray to be “accursed” (the Greek is anathema), cut off from Christ, for the sake of his kinsmen. If it would mean they would all be saved, he would spend eternity separated from God. We know, and I daresay he knew. this wouldn’t be possible–especially given what he’s just said at the end of chapter 8, but that gives us a sense of how strongly he feels about this. This is reminiscent of Moses’s reaction to the Golden Calf incident in Exodus 32, when Moses pleaded with God to forgive the people, even if it meant blotting his own name out of the book of life (verse 32). Can we say we feel that strongly about our unsaved kin–parents, brothers, sisters, or other family members who aren’t saved? How deeply do we long for them to come to Christ?

Paul talks more about who these people are. First he calls them “Israelites.” Up to now Paul has referred to them as Jews. This is a reminder of their spiritual heritage–they are descendants of Israel, the name God gave to Jacob. He then lists a series of blessings they have received from God as a people: the adoption, the glory, the covenants, the law-giving, the worship, and the promises.

Just as there is a difference between church (i.e., the people who attend the worship service, who may even be members, and who might even have professed faith in Christ), and Church (i.e., those who are truly saved), there is a difference between the nation of Israel (i.e., those who were a part of the nation God chose to bless), and the real Israel (i.e., the people within that nation who were truly God’s and, by their faith in God’s promises–particularly in the Savior to come–were saved). The blessing Paul describes are blessings that were poured out upon the entire nation, but that doesn’t mean they all appreciated and embraced them for themselves.

They were all “adopted” not in the sense that Paul has just been speaking of in the previous chapter, where we are God’s precious children and given the same benefits as Christ, but in the sense that God calls Israel His son, and guides, disciplines, and cares for the nation as a parent. He treats them in a way He does not treat any other nation. He gave them victory in battle and made their name of great repute; He made covenant promises with Noah, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Moses, and David–not least of which was the promise of the Messiah; He gave them the Law so they would know how to please Him and be holy in His sight; He gave them the Temple and taught them how to worship Him; and He gave them promises which He was faithful to keep. Paul’s point, I think, is that God would not do all these things for these people without reason.

Furthermore, God gave the Israelites the fathers of their faith, one of whom, Abraham, Paul has already set forth as an example of justification by faith (see chapter 4). Finally, and perhaps the greatest indication that God had blessed Israel and had a purpose for them: the Messiah, Jesus was a Jew by the flesh. He was born into this nation as one of them. If that doesn’t make them special, and show that God hasn’t abandoned them, what else would?

Paul says that Christ is “over all things God blessed forever.” This is quite a strong Christological statement. It seems that Paul is asserting the deity of Christ unequivocally. Some scholars take issue with this and prefer to translate this “… who is Christ according to the flesh. May God be praised forever. Amen” or something like that. However, there is no reason to do this from the text, and this is by no means a more natural translation of the Greek. Such scholars justify their translation by insisting that Paul wouldn’t have believed in Christ’s deity so he can’t have made such a statement. They say that Paul doesn’t make such blatant statements elsewhere. However, we know he does (Titus 2:13, for example), but even if they don’t accept that, they just need to look at the work Paul ascribes to Christ. Would a mere Jewish prophet be capable of atoning for the sins of God’s people by his death and resurrection? Would Paul claim that a mere mortal was the source of creation, by whom all things were made (Colossians 1:16)? In light of this, it seems only natural that Paul would have regarded Christ to be God.

So God has richly blessed this nation, but they have turned their back on Him–hence Paul’s anguish and sorrow. Does this mean that God’s word has failed? Have all the promises God made to Abraham about his seed being a mighty nation come to nothing? If all that Paul has said in chapters 1-8 is true, why aren’t the Israelites repenting and turning to Christ in droves? That’s where we’ll start our discussion next week.

Zoe

As a kind of sub-challenge for the A-to-Z Blogging Challenge, every Monday I have been posting some specially-written fiction. These stories are reasonably raw, not having gone through the usual beta readings and so forth that a full manuscript would enjoy, so take them as some off-the-cuff fun–nothing too serious. Today’s story of is under 1,400 words, so it’s flash fiction (see, I can do it!). In-keeping with the letter of the day, the last story of the A-to-Z Blogging Challenge is called…

 

 

ZOE

Zack leaned over and punched the button to turn on the car radio. It was Eighties night on the local classic rock station; ZZ Top blared through the speakers. This particular song made him think about the girl he was going to see: “She’s got legs…” Zoe was pretty and unsoiled–that’s how Zack saw her. And yesterday, after school, he managed to turn on the charm enough to persuade her to meet up with him. No doubt she saw him as a nice looking guy who just wanted to hang out. Zack assured her he just wanted to take her for a ride in his car and spend some quality time with her. If Zoe had asked the last five girls who had been in Zack’s car what he meant by “quality time,” she might have thought twice.

As he cruised down Main Street, Zack looked out for a girl of average height in a long red coat standing on the corner of Tenth Street, near the antique store. It was a cold evening. Most of the people in town wore scarfs, hats, and long coats. Zoe stood out as the only one standing while others were hurrying along the sidewalk. Her hands were planted firmly in her pockets, and she had her hood pulled up so her face was in shadow. But Zack recognized the coat, and the long white scarf tied loosely around her neck. She wore both to school almost daily in the winter.

Zoe didn’t move until Zach pulled the car up alongside the sidewalk. He rolled down the window.

“Hey, Zoe!” he said gesturing over the roof. “Jump in and let’s go.”

Zoe walked around the front of the car, opened the passenger door, sat on the seat, and closed the door. She kept her eyes fixed on the windshield while she buckled her seat beat.

“Where are we going?” she said. Her voice sounded timid, almost frightened.

“Just for a drive,” said Zack. “You hungry?”

“No, thank you,” said Zoe. Zack turned to her, but his eyes met the side of her hood.

“Is it warm enough? I can turn the heat up if you like.” He noticed she had returned her hands to her coat pockets.

“No, it’s okay,” she said, but made no attempt to remove her coat. Probably just nervous, Zack thought, a smile creeping over his lips.

Zack pulled away from the curb and into the light flow of traffic.

“So, what do you usually like to do on a Saturday night, Zoe?” he asked. “You got a favorite hang-out place?”

“The usual,” is all she offered.

“Were you at Danny’s party last week?  I don’t remember seeing you. It got really wild at the end, especially when Reggie threw up all over Danny’s dad’s car.” Zack laughed as he remembered the look on Danny’s face. “His old man cleans that car zealously every week. Danny said he was really pissed about that…” His voice tailed of into chuckles. Zoe stared silently out through the windshield.

They drove in silence for a few minutes.

“You sure you’re not hot in that coat?” said Zack.

“I’m fine,” said Zoe. Her voice was still a little shaky, but she seemed insistent. Zack didn’t argue. She won’t be so defensive soon, he thought as he saw the signs for the park. The strained conversation and nervous atmosphere confirmed two things to Zack: Zoe was definitely uncharted territory, and he would have to be more persuasive than usual if he wanted to get anywhere.

Zack didn’t try to talk to Zoe again until they pulled into the park. He chose a parking space looking out on the path that wound through the trees. Even in the darkening sky, there was a tranquility to the place. Zack cut the engine. Apart from Zack and Zoe, the park was deserted. Leaves shuffled along the ground, blown by the cool breeze; bushes rustled, disturbed by creatures foraging for last-minute winter supplies. These were the only sounds they could hear.

They sat for a minute, looking out over the leaves and the trees. Then Zack stretched his arm out toward Zoe’s hood. She turned her head away from him. Zack remembered he needed to go slowly with her; he lowered his arm.

“You’re really quite nice to look at, Zoe,” said Zack. “Don’t be frightened.”

“Zack,” Zoe said, the strain in her voice beginning to tell even more, “there’s something–”

“Hush!” Zack raised his hand. “I thought I heard something.”

No-one heard a thing for a minute, but then the sound of shifting gravel cut through the stillness. Zack turned to look out of the back window; all he saw was the rest of the parking lot. Then he heard it again. It sounded like someone walking slowly. The last thing Zack wanted was to be disturbed while he was with Zoe, so he opened his door.

“I’ll just be a moment,” he said. Zoe continued her silent stare through the windshield.

It was colder outside than Zack expected; he pulled his jacket around his body. He hadn’t bothered with anything heavier since he didn’t expect to leave the warmth of his car. He stood outside his door and scanned the area. Evening had slipped seamlessly into night, so the edges of the parking lot faded to black. Zack walked a few steps forward.

“Hello?” he said, as if there was someone close by. No response. He took another few steps. Something moved in his peripheral vision and he turned his head to see what it was. All he could see were the dark silhouettes of the trees.

“Is there someone there?” Zack called out, walking a few more paces away from the light coming out of his open car door. In the distance he heard crunching gravel. The only gravel was in the parking lot, so he looked around, slowly taking in everything he could see. Whatever was making that noise was not willing to make its presence known. Zack backed up toward the car door, climbed inside, and closed it.

“It was probably nothing. I didn’t see anything,” he said. Zoe hadn’t asked; in fact, it looked as if she hadn’t moved.

“Zack, I need to tell you–” she started, when there was a knock on Zack’s window. Zack jumped and turned.

A bright light suddenly flashed into his eyes, then lowered as the face of a police officer appeared. The officer gestured for Zack to lower his window. Zack complied.

“And what are you kids doing out here, or shouldn’t I ask?” the officer said.

“Nothing, sir,” said Zack. “We’ve just come here to talk. That’s all.” The officer smiled, hinting that he had been seventeen once and knew all about what kind of talking boys and girls that age did.

“Do your parents know you’re here?”

“Yes,” said Zack, speaking for Zoe even though he neither knew nor cared if that was true. The officer thought for a moment.

“Alright, but you be careful, and don’t be loitering here too long. I don’t want to be reading about you in the papers tomorrow.”

The officer turned, and Zack watched him walk away while he rolled up the window.

“At least we know what the noise was,” Zack said. He drew a deep breath, then turned back to Zoe. “So, Zoe, let’s talk.” He moved his hand toward her leg. She shifted her leg.

“Zoe? Are you uncomfortable? Do you not like me?”

“Zack,” Zoe said, this time her voice was firm. “There’s something I need to tell you.”

“I understand if this is new to you, Zoe. Don’t be afraid. I’ll go slow.” Zack grinned, and reached out his hand for her leg once again. Zoe’s gloved hand suddenly jumped out of her pocket and gripped Zack’s wrist. He was surprised at how strong her fingers were.

“No, Zack,” she said, slowly moving his hand back to his side. She released his wrist, then grasped the top of her hood. With one movement she pulled her hood down and faced Zack. She glared at him with bloodshot eyes. Her hair was lank, and her skin pale and bloodless. Zoe pulled back her cracked blue lips to reveal yellowing teeth in rotting gums. “Zack,” she said, her voice breaking up as she spoke, “I died last night.”

Zack’s mouth formed a silent scream.

Yes–a zombie flash story for Z day! Thank you everyone for reading these stories over the last month. And thank you for the comments, too. If you really have enjoyed these, I might write some more for the blog. I don’t know if I’ll make it a regular feature, but if I know there’s an audience for them, then that’s always an encouragement.

This whole A-to-Z Blogging Challenge has been a blast. I want to thank the people who organized it. Hopefully I’ll be able to do it again next year. In the meantime, we return to our normal blogging schedule tomorrow.

Sunday Miscellany

I hope you’ve all had a wonderful April. The month is nearly over, and the A-to-Z Blogging Challenge finishes up tomorrow. I have written tomorrow’s story, and it’s scheduled and ready to go. I hope you’ll like it–I actually managed to keep it to flash fiction this time. It feels good to have completed the challenge, but it’ll be nice to get back to a less hectic blog schedule.

I will be heading to Southern California for work tomorrow, and will be there for the week. This will be my first trip to CA, and the furthest west I’ve traveled since moving to the States. It’ll be a long trip as well, from one side of the country to the other. Anyway, I will try to keep up with blog articles as best I can while I’m away. I have some scheduled, but I can’t promise I’ll have the time to respond to comments or visit everyone on my RSS. I hope to participate in Road Trip Wednesday, but we’ll have to see. I have an iPad now (more on that in another article sometime), so hopefully that will help me stay connected.

While this trip will be interesting (I’ve wanted to visit CA), it will be bittersweet since I don’t get to take any of my family with me (boohoo), and my pre-ordered copy of INSURGENT will arrive while I’m gone. I’ll have to wait until Friday before I can read it. And jet-lag or no jet-lag, I will at least make a start on it Friday night!!

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I have a spam filter on my blog that catches spam comments. I go through that spam filter every few days to make sure no legitimate comments have been caught by accident. Most of the spam comments are computer-generated, and some of them are so strange, they’re hilarious. Take, for example, this spam comment that was posted for my “Eight English Edwards” article:

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Did you know that a degree in English Literature and Language is the 7th most useless major in the country? This is according to a study published in Newsweek, “based on earnings, growth projections and unemployment numbers from recent grads and experienced grads.” The list has the subject of my two degrees “Philosophy and Religious Studies” (technically I have degrees in Theology, but I assume that falls into this category) at number 6.

The flaw I see in this study is that, in my experience, most people who hold a degree in “useful” subjects learned most of what they needed to know on the job. And I’ve known plenty of people without a college degree who were more than capable of doing the same things people with college degrees in that field were doing. I believe something is seriously awry with the way college education is done in this country, and the way college degrees are viewed. It’s really a subject for another more ranty post, but I thought I’d throw it out there for you to chew on.

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That’s all I have! Don’t forget to catch my “Z” story on the blog tomorrow. I will read your comments as soon as I can. Thank you!

Sunday Devotional: Matthew 5:5

Blessed are the humble, for these shall inherit the earth.

Humility is a much-maligned and, I think, often misunderstood quality. People tend to think of humility as being a door-mat, allowing others to push past and advance beyond you, not because they’re better people, or because they’re better qualified, but simply because you are humble and don’t want to promote yourself above others.

There are translations that render the Greek praus as “meek” which doesn’t help, since we often associate meekness with a kind of “I’m just a worthless schlub, you go on and don’t worry about me” attitude. I much prefer the way my Greek lexicon defines the word praus: “Not being overly impressed by a sense of one’s self-importance.”* This reminds me more of Philippians 2:3:

Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. [ESV]

The word Paul uses for “humility” there is not our word in Matthew 5:5, but I think the sentiment is the same. Humility is a selfless regard for the needs and desires of others over your own, and maybe at the expense of your own. It’s first and foremost looking at others as more important, more worthy, and more significant than yourself. Instead of saying “I deserve this,” saying “why should I deserve this more than someone else?” Paul goes on in Philippians 2 to put Jesus forward as the ultimate example of humility and selfless sacrifice.

This attitude doesn’t mean we never try to achieve goals, or advance in the world. I believe God blesses people with material advancement so that they can be a blessing to others. Wealthy Christians, or successful Christian businesses are in a position to use their wealth and resources for the advancement of God’s kingdom, and the nurture and encouragement of the church. So humility doesn’t mean “not getting on in the world,” but it dictates how we get on–not at the expense of others. And, of course, our humility must always be in the context of our relationship with God–we must always humbly recognize God’s ways as superior to ours, and accept our place in God’s decrees.

Another underlying meaning for “humble” is “the oppressed”–i.e., those who have been humbled. In this sense, this beatitude mirrors the first: the poor in spirit receive the kingdom of heaven, the humble (or humbled) inherit the earth. God promised Abraham that he and his children would be heirs of the world through faith (see Romans 4:13 ff), and while the land of Israel may have been the initial physical reference, clearly God had a greater plan than merely the spread of His people over a piece of land. Rather it is the spread of the gospel amongst every tribe, tongue, and nation, where countless of people will receive an eternal inheritance unconstrained by national boundaries.

In this way the humble will inherit the earth: those who humble themselves before God and embrace the gospel, and who then consider others more important than themselves and are willing to become servants in obedience to the gospel, will become co-inheritors with Christ of eternal life and the kingdom of heaven. Does that include you?

Have a great week!

*A GREEK ENGLISH LEXICON OF THE NEW TESTAMENT by Bauer, Danker, Arndt, and Gingrich

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